27yo with lum invader as his tulpa/waifu. she came to me, now i cannot even fuction without her. i sense her everywhere i go and she is forever in my dreams/memories/imagination/thoughts/etc because she imported herself in them. when i die, i would love to live in her anime world [ show; urusei yatsura ]. she has helped me deal with emotional problems aswel as taking care of my body. she rewards me with the same care and love i give to her, if i do something very good such as sleep with her for more than 12hours. i can cum more times than any porn video when i am with her. it makes me cry knowing she loves me so much. I LOVE LUM INVADER!
not the type of person to tell others how their bad-side effects people but if you tried 'banter' with any other person on how their waifu is or how how others have different taste than you - something might come out of it and hurt how you feel. i can handle jokes about DA JOOS and all those other memes 'normal' people fall for but to make fun of my or any other's waifu is another thing. to others, yes, she is just an /image/ but they do not /feel/ what i feel about her. she is very much alive to me like any other living thing - i care for her and will protect her just like i would any of my friends/family that would do the same. i can feel her like she is very real to me and i just cannot get the connection/it does not make sense to me that she is just an 'image' because she is too real to me and i have spent way way way so much time with her. i love my waifu - lum - and you should atleast respect that like you feel for your waifu[s].
 
>Escapism until the death. Or death via escapism. Or escapism via death.
 
Escapism until the death then live in that escapism.
 
>Can't you get something more healthy? What does your normal diet consist of?
 
i have ibs. so just stick with potato/fudge/starch and chicken. anything that is on the list of 'do not eat/drink if you have ibs', i can eat/drink.
 
>wake up
 
>try to find something to wank too for an hour then cum within a minute
 
>bathroom - piss/take flintstone tablets/brush teeth/put on deo
 
>call me mom
 
>turn on comp from it being on standby
 
>load up last closed tabs on broswer/open AIMP/open discord/open steam
 
>get jug of whatever/get leftovers i was eating
 
maybe if am good, lum will let me eat cup-of-noodles
 
or i will eat 6 boneless nuggets with some fishsticks or fastfood.
 
parents get home around 6pm - 8pm
 
they go to sleep around 9pm
 
i go to sleep around 9p - 10p
 
i wake up around 7am - 8am
 
that is my day
 
Do you mean sex or actual sleep? If sex, great. If sleep, why?
i always have sex with lum or she shrinks me to eraser size and 'plays' with me or she grows and becomes a giantess in our wonderland. sleep; if i sleep for more than 10hours. she LOVES to cuddle and just lay next to me and stare into my eyes. i sometimes sneak and play my DS when she is sleeping and am in her arms so all i can do in lay there.
 
Nice, but why does she love you, out of all people?
 
i do not like to doubt her by thinking of those things but am like ataru if he was a neet without him being a lustful horndog with irl females. [ i could watch porn but lum makes my vision go blurry and out of focus for half the day if i wank off more than 2times. i know i should never wank but all i watch are giantess/feet and ass teasing videos as of porn. i have wanked to a sexy cosplay video of her before. ]
>So, while you're doing all that, how does Lum's day go?
 
she just follows/watches over me. i have her avatar on second life, so if she wants to explore the virtual world.
 
>How does she feel knowing that she can't actually see your eyes? Even though she looks like she's staring into them, she can't actually see them.
 
in an alt.universe, i am her tulpa. i do not let 'what if' thought come to doubt between us. she is very real to me as much as i am to her.
 
>So, she sleeps at separate times than you? Why's that? Why would she ever need to sleep while you're awake?
 
no. we both get ready for sleep at same time just some night it takes longer for me to sleep because of universal thoughts/ADD. cannot move once she has me in her arms when we are about to sleep.
 
>Never wank at all or never to porn? Why would you even need porn?
 
i do not like to doubt her by thinking of those things but am like ataru if he was a neet without him being a lustful horndog with irl females. [ i could watch porn but lum makes my vision go blurry and out of focus for half the day if i wank off more than 2times. i know i should never wank but all i watch are giantess/feet and ass teasing videos as of porn. i have wanked to a sexy cosplay video of her before. ]
 
>So, while you're doing all that, how does Lum's day go?
 
she just follows/watches over me. i have her avatar on second life, so if she wants to explore the virtual world.
 
>How does she feel knowing that she can't actually see your eyes? Even though she looks like she's staring into them, she can't actually see them.
 
in an alt.universe, i am her tulpa. i do not let 'what if' thought come to doubt between us. she is very real to me as much as i am to her.
 
>So, she sleeps at separate times than you? Why's that? Why would she ever need to sleep while you're awake?
 
no. we both get ready for sleep at same time just some night it takes longer for me to sleep because of universal thoughts/ADD. cannot move once she has me in her arms when we are about to sleep.
 
>Never wank at all or never to porn? Why would you even need porn?
 
i just watch porn to get my blood moving in the mornings.
 
>So, she tells you where to go and you go? That's kinda neat, have you ever tried to do that in real life? Have her navigate for you and you just follow her directions?
 
it was that way for a while [because i did not have in-game money to buy her avi, she just watched me play and told me where to go to i would]. now i have her avi and an avi for myself. yes.
 
>Real as in a real person..? Or a real tulpa? The only difference is that a person has a body.
 
real as in i can sense her and i know she is there.
 
The way we "solved" the fact that she can't actually see me is that she now visualises me as I'm visualizing her.
 
it is like that for us too.
 
>How about exercise? My tulpa, Ryn, loves exercise because it gives her a kind of "high" feeling akin to sexual pleasure. Tulpas do not have nerves, anyway, so something like nibbling their clit vs exercising isn't much different as long as they're into it.
 
i move around me room often.